DepressesEve

I lock myself away hiding from reality My emotions overcome me rapidly I can't handle this, my heart is deteriorating. No one to depend on, no on to help me from all this pain. I am locked within my misery they key is missing, no where to be found No one will find it because no one will save me No one truly cares, it is all just pretend. This facade surrounds me everyday. No one tells the truth, I can believe none. They will all abandon me in the end. I shall be alone stuck with my shell of a body for the heart will surely be decayed

Every night every night Tears of blood appear everywhere My knife, my life, my only companion Its not bad, everyone lies I bleed I bleed the warmth envelopes me. This is my cure this is my hope. Just leave me be! Nothing is wrong with me, why can't you see!? It has opened my eyes, I'm no longer blind! You know nothing, so shut your mouth! I need my knife, that is all! The only thing that accepts me for who I am. I cured myself, I no longer seek help. leave me alone! I am Fine on my own! You stupid bitches just don't know. I scream, I shout, yet no one helps. Yet when I help MYSELF no one agrees I am me, i am me, why can't you just accept i

I entered this dark abyss so very long ago. A mistake became too much to control. I can't stay away from these needles anymore. I thought they would help me reach salvation but that was so far from the truth. My body now has scars that I must hide My arms are always covered to hide my shame. There is no longer any salvation left for me I just want god to take me away. I can't be saved so just be humane and save me from life. I always come back to life, why do you refuse to save me?